When you need help, you just know beside the person sincerely willing to help you actually not much, including family.Now I need some who can listen to me, just know is not a few, so I am very grateful to the people helped me, some even know time is not long, I am very grateful, a lot of people are unreliable, only rely on themselves the most practical, someone said to me, I also will only listen to half, not completely believe that before I was too trusting, return the result is the oneself sad, also because of experience, let me more strong, not easily give up state of mind, nothing is not solve, for me, as long as thinking positive, all the problem all are can solve , some friends are still around freely, no worry about the future, everything are parents to solve, I think they are mature not enough, not enough experience, their life is so boring, no color, it is waste of life.
I just talk to my brother in a cafe in the evening, because there are some things that need to solve, I can't agree to all the things he said, because I asked my friend's opinion, some contradictions, and what he said made me now is a little confusing, because even the closest family cannot believe that now I can only oneself help oneself, oneself to judge right and wrong, do you know my feeling, how helpless, I feel very insecure, now feel compelled to guard against every one, the feeling is very tired.The problem is my heart?Actually I have thought of it like that before, and I even think I have depression, because I feel my heart there is a problem, is not impossible, because of me and my family relationship is very complex, on the outside is not very well, now I'm under a lot of pressure, all pressure all problems, I must to solve, sometimes I want to cry a impulse, I'm a man won't let any one see the feelings in my heart, I am a very perceptual person, whenever I a person's time, I'll be seeing a picture, or hear any song, will want to cry, but read my tears, in fact, few people, including my family, I believe that no one of my friends have seen me angry, often such person is very terrible, because once he can't stand, will completely collapse.I have put all the things, oneself slowly digest, so I am very tired, so blog is also the only one for me to have a vent pipe.
Today it is a free Tuesday, every week can only have time to relax and be able to do my own things one day, today to get up too late in the morning, wasted a lot of time, today talked a lot with my mother, me and my family relationship is very cold, this is is ChangBian big story.The coming of the night, a person sitting in a coffee shop, write this article, just want to record every minute and second mood, let oneself have a full, how know yourself, now of I cherish the present every minute and second, perhaps because I never don't care about the time before, I don't know the importance of time, feel that time is now even money can't buy things, so I know how to cherish.I now the goal is to go to Australia as soon as possible, to play to work, just want to go as soon as possible, don't want to waste my time, now, there is no life work every day, every day the busy work, in order to live and work, I know everyone in this way, but I don't want to busy work and to live every day, I want to have a job also want to have a life of life.
I like nature, I want to go to Australia as soon as possible, hope to be able to work there, I can feel there is life I like, save money first. Tired today.Go to bed, tomorrow is a beautiful day.
Today is Monday, I didn't go to work, because I sleep not to wake, ha ha, sleep in the afternoon just wake up, opened the door, the house is dark, because the whole family went to the tourism, the home is so quiet.Study time to night, freer life, is what I want, what you want, life will be hard for the life that you want to.
Recently discovered and some side close to the age of our friends can't chat, don't know is oneself too mature or something, totally different ideas, dress up, wear, ideas , so I will become in the eyes of others is strange, but I have to see dress sense and I the same person, people think I am strange, I don't think how, because this is me, because I don't like same with other people.
Long time no writing blog, middle has disappeared for a long time, also lost themselves, also learned a lot, now toward the goal, every day is very substantial.Recently began to like reading books, because can increase knowledge, can also understand yourself more, let the heart more strong. When you knowing what you want, a lot of things you think it is small, there is no need to care about, also won't affect you, because you clearly know, you are not the same with others.Hope I can go to other countries to work as soon as possible, because I can't afford to waste my youth, I know I like what kind of life, is also very clear how life for me, so I'll go toward my goal, through all the countries, improve themselves, let my life with a lot of color.
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